Jia En

SORRY

2011-12-03T09:22:00.000-08:00

If we still together

I guess

We will feel much more better than now

BUT NOW

I can only say

SORRY to make u suffer

Can i do it?

2011-11-12T11:07:00.001-08:00

Today

suddenly that i think my blog dead for certain time again

i logged in and plan to make it alive

I realize that

Actually i written some post in this 2 month

But all in anger feeling with some1

And i choose not to public it

So the post all just draft only

I re-read the post i written

and i realize that i put down the feeling

I'm not that stubborn to the one

Congrat to myself

I hope it will come even more better next time

God, can i do it??? =))

UniMas

2011-09-17T07:05:00.000-07:00

Finally i reach my new school- UniMas 2weeks ago

I'm having my new life and i do enjoy my new life for this moment

Unfortunately my College(ROOM) can't detect to internet

That's why I seldom connect to internet for the last 2 weeks

But luckily i bought a MAXIS BROADBAND this afternoon and i will have more chance to on9

So, I will return to my blog life oftenly

And lastly I love my new life^^

說了再見歌詞

2011-08-15T22:41:00.000-07:00

天涼了雨下了妳走了

清楚了我愛的遺失了

落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

想要放放不掉淚在飄
妳看看妳看看不到
我假裝過去不重要
卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見才發現再也見不到
我不能就這樣失去妳的微笑
口紅待在桌角而妳我找不到
若角色對調妳說好不好

說了再見才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老永恆往那裡找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

天涼了雨下了妳走了
清楚了我愛的遺失了
落葉飄在湖面上睡著了

想要放放不掉淚在飄
妳看看妳看看不到
我假裝過去不重要
卻發現自己辦不到

說了再見才發現再也見不到
我不能就這樣失去妳的微笑
口紅待在桌角而妳我找不到
若角色對調妳說好不好

妳的笑妳的好腦海裡一直在繞
我的手忘不了妳手的溫度
心碎了一地撿不回從前的心跳
身陷過去我無力逃跑

說再見才發現再也見不到
能不能就這樣忍著痛淚不掉
說好陪我到老永恆往那裡找
再次擁抱一分一秒都好

I'm going to UniMas soon

2011-07-25T13:03:00.000-07:00

UniMas?

" What the hell is that? "

" Where is the location? "

" What course you will take for it? "

This is the question i heard frequently so far

And normally i will said

[ UniMas stand for University Malaysia Sarawak ]

[ Of course should be in Sarawak ]

[ Bachelor of Finance with Honors ]

After I answered, peoples will normally say

" Wah, It is so far "

" You choose it by yourself? "

" Will you go to study there? "

And I'm here to say

[ Yes, It's quite far if compare to other Uni, and only able reached by flight ]

[ I choose it by meself ]

[ Of course I'll, that was my 2nd choice ]

UNIMAS, I'M COMING VERY SOON, WAIT ME<3

What The HELL!!?

2011-07-21T13:23:00.000-07:00

I'm not mean to say that

But I was really depressed to say that the post i written just now had been DELETED

And now

I need to RE-type FOr it!!

Google having autosaved system right?

How come my post did not been saved!!!!

*WTF*

Back

2011-07-08T02:22:00.000-07:00

I'm back finally after 2 months

I miss My Blog so much during this period

My pc spoilt therefore i cnt even on9

Actually many things happen between this 2 month

I'll try my Best to remember It & post it down

I miss here so much actually <3

10 days?

2011-05-17T21:43:00.000-07:00

10days???

Yes,

I'll not around about 10days

I'll be back on next sunday

This should be the new experience i having

Guys, waiting for my good news

Oh Yea

*challenging myself*

Langkawi DAY2 [UNKAIZAN restaurant]

2011-05-12T10:41:00.000-07:00

NIGHT

We have our dinner in the " UNKAIZAN " Japanese Restaurant

This restaurant is located beside Ishan Spa

And the location is tucked away in a quite corner

We found this restaurant from the map and went there by GPS

Front door of the restaurant

Unkaizan Japanese Restaurant is a two-story building:

The restaurant looks very very old and very tired but the food here is amazing.

There are the view of the restaurant

This is the sight view when enter from the main door

This is the view in the 2nd floor

And on the downside, there are open-air section

Japanese Tea Pot & Rice Pot

6 of us when waiting for the food served

Me with My Favourite Udon Tempura

There are 1 things you shouldn't left if you're here

It's.......

Green Tea Ice Cream

Their ice cream is actually homemade

It come with smooth and creamy

The taste is AWESOME!!

And lastly,

We have some picture for memory!

Do, you see that?

The wall is full of certificate

And there are THE BEST RESTAURANT IN MALAYSIA since 2005 until 2010

When you're in Langkawi and is a Japanese food lover

I strongly Recommend you should have a try on this restaurant

Although the prices are on the high side

(If not mistake, we spent more RM350+ on this restaurant)

Butt he food is authentic

And

The service come with excellent!!!

So, it's worth to have a try & this really a good place to hang out!

Rate:5/5

to be continue.........

Langkawi DAY2 [Pantai Cenang]

2011-05-12T00:04:00.000-07:00

Day 2:

As i said there are many cockroach in the car

So, we straight away change another car in the 2nd day morning

Luckily the person who in charge very good in din't complain about anything

So, we decided to get Grand Livina

It's quite comfortable and very 'jimat minyak'

We spent RM10/person to the petrol but we cnt used it all in the 4days

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AFTERNOON

Then we decided to have some sports & activities

And we went to Pantai Cenang

This beach really is a good place for sports activities

There are many operators that runs water activities

Genarally the price as follows:

1) Jet Ski - RM110 for 30 minutes
2) Parasailing - RM80 per person
3) Banana Boat - RM25 per person
4) Water Ski - RM65 for 15 minute

But we did the Jet Ski, Parasailing and Banana boat with RM100/person

Maybe we go with 6 person

And i talked to them that we 6 will join if together he gives the prices

So they say ok and i also din't go ask the prices of other stall

My advice, try your best to bargain and compare the price

We only capture photo during parasailing activity

Because it's the only activity that we play 1 by 1

Banana Boat and the Jet Ski we play together therefore there are no cameramen

I was prepare to get off

BUT.....

They haven't prepare properly

1side of structure wasn't complete fixed

And i become unbalance on the half way of air

That's why

I dropped to water :(

I still remember that all my friends just keep laughing beside

Oh Ghost!!!

It's not my fault!

And i have to try 1 more time

A-bit phobia to try second time

And Finally...

Woo Yea!!!

I success with that^^

There are 6 of us!

The picture of parasailing

We went to Banana Boat & Jet Ski after Parasailing

It's amazing especially for the Banana Boat

The games are stimulation

The driver purposely make a big corner therefore all of us drop into water without knowing

But the momentum is too strong until some water is chocked into my nose

There are some picture we taken in the beach

We went to hotel cleaned up after this

There are AMAZING

Rate:4/5

to be continue.........................

Langkawi (1)

2011-05-11T05:16:00.000-07:00

I'm too free since that i was completed my job with selling MLTR concert ticket

So, i decided to have a post bout my Langkawi trip on February

LANKAWI TRIP

Date: 21/2/2011-24/2/2011

Venue: Langkawi

there are 6person including me

Day1:

I remember that day was the STPM result released

I went to my school on 9am something

But 1 of the teacher told us that result can only taken by 11am

I know it wasn't enough time for me to take it BECAUSE my bus to KL was 1130+am

We reach KL afternoon

then the 1st thing we did is rush to airport by LRT

6 of us going to airport

look alike artist that want to skip from those crazy fans?haha

Our flight is around 8pm plus if not mistaken

So, when we reached Langkawi there also quite night

Therefore we rent for a car in the airport

The car was:

After renting the car

We went to Hotel to check in

The hotel we stay was Aseania Resort

After check in we went to had our supper

On the way to supper, we realise the car we rent full of cockroach

OMG!!!! And the quantity is uncountable

Oh SHit! How can we endure this?

So, we decided call the person who in charge and change another car~~~

to be continue..............

ALIVE

2011-05-08T12:12:00.000-07:00

I left out mY Blog for sometimes

And now

It's time for let my blog ALIVE

I'll try my best to post frequently

And try my best not left it die again

p/s: GAMBATEH to myself^^

It's 2-0 years old

2011-05-08T11:24:00.000-07:00

8/5/2011 just passed by

Oh My God
My birthday end up

And now
I have to force to say I'm 20 years old
My last teen was passed yesterday
Bye for the 1-x and welcome for the 2-x

Lastly,
Is happy to said that
Happy Birthday to myself
AND
Happy Mother's day to my mum also

And MUM

I LOVE YOU

Thanks you for your everythings

My MLRT work is end

2011-05-03T22:30:00.000-07:00

50days working day pass so fast
I complete with my job lastly
And the MISS feel come suddenly

I miss my job so much
It's easy and relax work

I miss my partner
She is always vry FAN at work
(but i admit that i'm more leceh than her actually)

I miss pc and broadband
It's make me on9 12hours per day

I miss the mall
coz i love the feeling of the starbuck

And what is my planning on the next?
No any plan yet
Blogging? Hanging? Travel? Wasting my time? Or find a new job again?

HOLIDAY?

2011-04-15T23:36:00.001-07:00

This holiday
I was Spent my time with REPEAT

1.Everyday work at megamall from 10 to 10
My work:
-Printing Ticekets for the customer
-On9 all the moment(facebook)
-Sitting at my counter all the day
-Watching drama/movie
-See all the people who pass by my counter
-Hearing song using KUWO
-YC at starbucks(coz it was in the same mall)
{EVERYDAY I'LL REPEAT THE SAME THING}

2.Having Lesson after my work

3.Yc/supper with the same GANG

4.Go home and have a sleep

this was my life temporary
It's freaking bored but i enjoy with it

现在？

2011-04-06T19:37:00.000-07:00

现在？
或许我把它看得太重要了
几年过后想回现在的事情
我会自己在旁把自己当笑话看
因为实在是太无谓了

虽然说人生短短几十年
但是在这短短几十年之内
会发生什么事情谁也预测不到

也许有一天
我会跟我现在的敌人作为最要好的朋友

也许有一天
我会是个女强人成为百万富翁
或者是嫁人成为典型的家庭主妇

还是也许有一天
现在对你而言非常重要的人物
以后将成为擦肩而过的陌生人

有时在想
虽然我们是万物之灵
但是我们的生命其实也是非常的脆弱
眨眼的时间不到一秒钟的时间
但是足够于夺取一个人的生命
我时常听到一句
命运是自己掌握的
未来掌握在自己手中
真的是如此？我也不知道

知足常乐
这句连到小朋友都会的词语
其实有几个人能够真正做到？
我可以说的是珍惜现在的所有
因为我们谁也不知道下一秒会发生什么事情

MY CHOICE

2011-04-05T19:55:00.000-07:00

The time passed day by day and it's finally APRIL
I had to submit my choice to apply for local university
Lastly, i have my choice

....

There are only 2 uni i choose to it,
UUM in Kedah and also UniMas which located in Sarawak

1st- Finance (UUM)
2nd- Finance (UniMas)
3th- Marketing (UUM)
4th- Business (UUM)
5th- Banking (UUM)
6th- International Business (UUM)
7th- Marketing (UniMas)
8th- Logistic (UUM)

According to my arrangement,
Most of them will say i'll get into UniMas

Sarawak? It's West Malaysia and it's vry far from my hometown
But i hope to study there to have my new life soon

My Favourite song- GRENADE

2011-03-10T05:01:00.000-08:00

Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all,
But you never give
Should of known you was trouble from the first kiss,
Why were they open?
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked,
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no
Black, black, black and blue beat me till I'm numb
Tell the devil I said “hey” when you get back to where you're from
Mad woman, bad woman,
That's just what you are, yeah,
You’ll smile in my face then rip the breaks out my car
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
Cause what you don't understand is
I’d catch a grenade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire, ooh
You’ d watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me you're a liar
Cause you never, ever, ever did baby...
But darling I’ll still catch a grenade for ya
Throw my hand on a blade for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I’d jump in front of a train for ya (yeah, yeah , yeah)
You know I'd do anything for ya (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Oh, oh
I would go through all this pain,
Take a bullet straight through my brain,
Yes, I would die for ya baby;
But you won't do the same.
No, you won’t do the same,
You wouldn’t do the same,
Ooh, you’ll never do the same,
No, no, no, no

来得容易去得快
这只是你的生活，噢
拿，拿，拿这一切，
但你从未放弃
如果你是从已知的第一个吻麻烦，
他们为什么开？
我给你所有
而你扔在垃圾桶里
你扔在垃圾桶里，你做
给我你全部的爱就是我全部的要求，
原因是什么你不明白的是
我赶上了雅手榴弹（是啊，是啊，是啊）
扔了雅刀片（是啊，是啊，是啊）我的手
我跳在前面的一个雅列车（是啊，是啊，是啊）
你知道我愿意为雅事（是啊，是啊，是啊）
哦，哦
我想通过所有的痛苦，
以直通我的脑子子弹，
是的，我会死的亚婴儿;
但你不会做

不，不，不，不
黑色，黑色，黑色和蓝色打我，直到我麻木
魔鬼告诉我说：“嘿”当你回到你来自哪里
疯女人，坏女人，
那你是什么东西，是啊，
你会在我脸上的笑容，然后撕开打破了我的车
我给你所有
而你扔在垃圾桶里

你扔在垃圾桶里，是你做
给我你全部的爱就是我全部的要求
原因是什么你不明白的是
我赶上了雅手榴弹（是啊，是啊，是啊）
扔了雅刀片（是啊，是啊，是啊）我的手
我跳在前面的一个雅列车（是啊，是啊，是啊）
你知道我愿意为雅事（是啊，是啊，是啊）
哦，哦
我想通过所有的痛苦，
以直通我的脑子子弹，
是的，我会死的亚婴儿;
但你不会做

如果我的身体着火，户外
你看我ð下火焰燃烧
你说你爱我，你是个骗子
因为你永远，永远，永远做宝宝...
但是亲爱的，我还是会为ya赶上了一枚手榴弹
扔了雅刀片（是啊，是啊，是啊）我的手
我跳在前面的一个雅列车（是啊，是啊，是啊）
你知道我愿意为雅事（是啊，是啊，是啊）
哦，哦
我想通过所有的痛苦，
以直通我的脑子子弹，
是的，我会死的亚婴儿;
但你不会这么做。
不，你不会做的一样，
你不会也这样做，
哦，你永远也做同样的，
不，不，不，不

Everything Finally Come With Ending

2011-02-17T00:21:00.000-08:00

That a nice and sweet story between us

However i know there also come with some bitter and sour

But
I Appreciate With It

It's sweet memorable for me

As i know, everything will comes for the end

And now

It's the time to accept the truth

Goodbye, take good care for yourself

And i will always see you from another side that you will not realize
You are always on my MIND :)
ALL THE BEST

It's Update^^

2011-01-05T06:24:00.000-08:00

Well,
I think it's bout half year i din't update in my blog
I had been tell other before that i'l make my blog alive after my exam finish

So,
Now i think it's time to make my blog alive
God Bless Me become more hardworking to update my blog soon

Otherwise,
Many people think I'm disappear on this holiday again
Because I used to stay at home without outing activity/communicate with my friends during holiday

Sorry, I not meant to do that but I have to do that due to some reason:
1. Lazy {Dear my friends,i guess u'll know my attitude right?}
2. Lack of Money {Sometimes not i dun1 go out,no extra$$$}
3. Enjoy in My World nowadays {Pc is more attractive for me nowadays-youtube,movie,FB,pps make me mad now}

Is the End now
Hope my next post will be post up vry soon^^

好男友不会做的事

2010-08-07T10:08:00.001-07:00

1。在你打电话给他的时候，声音里透出不悦的口气。
你抱着满心期待拨电给他，希望他会有所惊喜，结果听到你的声音，第一句话就是冷冷的：“喂，打给我干吗？”你的心都碎了，忍住泪，委屈地说：“没事。想你。”

2。在你生病的时候，听到他对你的呵责。
你生病了，需要的是安慰，或者一些让人听了舒服的话；发简讯告诉他你生病了，换来的是一句：“都跟你说了多少次，现在生病了咯。我都没有话跟你说。”你心里面想着：没有话说就挂电吧，你不是医生，我也不是你的病人。

3。在你生气的时候，假装若无其事。
你极度生气他，可他竟可以假装不知道这回事。你问他：“难道你不知道我生气你吗？”，他嬉皮笑脸地看着你：“有吗？” 你郁闷，原来他连你生气都不知道，还是原来你把我的生气不当作一回事。你可知道，你刚才的模样有些讨人厌？

4。和他在电话吵架，他竟然先挂你的电话。
你和他在电话里吵得面红耳赤，正当你希望得到他的一句道歉的时候，你听到的是电话那头传来冷冷的一句话：“就这样吧。”然后“嘟”的一声，他比你先挂电话！你火大了，拨他的电话，他淡淡地告诉你：“等你冷静一下再说吧？”先生，等我冷静下来，我已经换第二个男友了！

5。你送他的东西，他连瞄也没瞄一眼，就把它收起来。
你兴致勃勃花了不知多少个晚上做的生日礼物，打算送给他，给他惊喜。他看见了，连看也没认真地看就把它收起来，然后问你：“干吗浪费这样的时间呢？花时间读书不是更好吗？” 你斜眼看他，透露出来的是不被珍惜的目光。心里面骂着：“还不是为了你吗，笨蛋？！”

6。他说想念他是一种浪费时间的行为。
你闲来无事，传他一则简讯，倾诉你对他的思念。他在简讯中回复你：“想我干什么？与其想我，不如做其他更有意义的事。”你傻眼，世界上竟然会有人不喜欢被想念的感觉！想你，难道你会狂打喷嚏一整天吗？我是在想你，不是在打你小人！

7。忙碌到可以把你忘记。
他有他的工作，当然也就会有不传你简讯、不打电话给你的借口和理由。他以他的忙碌作为借口，殊不知其实传一则简讯、打一通电话给你，根本就没有花费到5分钟！你始终不相信，他会掏不出区区的5分钟和你联系感情。哪怕他以“宝贝，对不起，我忙碌，不能和你多聊。”作为结束，你也甘心。最起码，他没有把你忘记。

8。以为女生没有脾气，一发脾气就说你恶搞。
无论男生或者女生都是有脾气的。他在工作上遇到不开心的事情，向你发牢骚，你是一个超完美的聆听者，还是100分的辅导员。你在感情上和他出现分歧，你告诉他；你每个月情绪澎湃几天，对他发了脾气；你在工作上遇到被歧视的片刻，向他哭诉，他“支支吾吾”地边打游戏，便聆听着，你不跃，发了脾气，他说你是神经病的、爱闹情绪的、恶搞的。不要以为你的女友没有情绪、没有脾气。我发起火来，可以把你烫熟！

好男友当然还有好多不能做的事，最起码的四不时一定要遵守的：不烟、不酒、不嫖、不赌。
每个人选男友的态度和要求都不一样，但都要求一个这样的男友：
1。你不一定要是超级帅哥，我觉得你帅就好。
2。你不一定要穿名牌，衣服要有你的香味就好。
3。你不一定要说甜言蜜语，会哄我的话，一句话就足够。
4。你不一定要风度翩翩，可你要懂得尊重女生、视我为你的公主就好。
5。你不一定要事业有成，可你一定要有上进心。你的薪水倘若不能够支付我们未来的家，我相信，爱你的我，会和你一起扛起这个养家的责任。

金牛座

2010-07-30T06:06:00.000-07:00

金牛座真爱的门槛：踏实、美貌

　　金牛座看起来是在帮别人挑选对象，其实自己比别人还入戏，细细体会，他用的对象衡量标准都是他自己的，所以，给别人挑的时候，呵呵，也是时时在为自己找对象。那么为什么不说破呢？人家不好意思嘛！　

　　金牛座的体贴和温存都是有着强烈的目标性的，他会暗示暗示再暗示，实在不行，再明示，他总想给你一个惊喜，给你一个浪漫的surprise！可是，要是你不吃惊喜这套，连连让他受打击，让他觉得你又不听话，又没有能力，沾花惹草，赚不来钱，那么，他就会狠心的放你的鸽子喽！　

　　刚开始是回短信的字数越来越少，到后来，就不回你短信。当你问他，他也会把他的状态告诉你。金牛座是不能冷的。冷了几天以后，他就会灰心转移自己的目标到别人身上了。

All the BOLD & ITALIC word fully describe me - Taurus

请你不要怪我

2010-07-30T06:00:00.000-07:00

如果晚上我们聊着聊着你发信息过来我没有理你、
请你一定不要怪我
因为我已经支撑到我睡着的最后一刻
我想多点时间来陪着你
但我实在坚持不住睡着了
一定不要怪我没回复你信息
　　
如果我回复你的信息是：“哦”
请你一定不要怪我
我不喜欢说哦字，因为这个字代表冷漠、
如果我对你说了这个字
代表你让我感到伤心难过了
我会尽量调整好自己的情绪
不和你生气
　　
如果你最后选择的不是我
请你一定不要怪我
因为我已经做了最大的努力
不能被你爱上，一定是我哪里做得不够好
我会笑着祝福你
　　
如果哪一天我让你觉得有负担了
请你一定不要怪我
因为那一定是我爱你爱得太深了
我还是个孩子
我也会想要自私的拥有你
　　
若是哪天我给了你压力
请你一定要告诉我
我会改
我会用我自己的方式去让你感到幸福
　　
如果我哪一天离开你了
请你一定不要怪我
因为那是你的冷漠让我望而却步了
离开你，不是不爱，而是不敢再爱了
我知道你一定会理解我的无奈
你会知道离开你我有多难过
　　
如果我吃醋对你发脾气
请你一定不要怪我
更不要狠心离开我
因为那是我在乎你

在我发脾气的时候一定不要放开我的手
因为我怕我会一时冲动说出连自己都不知道自己在说什么的话
所以，一定要先劝我冷静、
　　
在我向上帝祷告的时候，我对他说：在我的心中，你的位置谁也无法取代。
遇见你，我慢慢改掉自己的小脾气，学会忍耐。
并不会觉得委屈，而是有一种能够为你付出的小幸福。
你说我还孩子气，不够成熟
可我有我自己爱你的方式
我会当你的开心果
在你难过郁闷的时候逗你开心
现在的你给不了我任何承诺
我不会怪你，因为我知道你是不想伤害我。
　　
我只希望你会让我一直陪着你
不对我感到厌倦
我便心满意足
　　
我会用我全部的力气去读懂你
习惯你的一切，跟着你的节奏来
谢谢你，让我可以陪在你身边。
　　
对你，视为我爱不释手的唯一
我只希望，有那么一天
你会对我说
你也视我为你的唯一

just feel it is so meaningfull

我知道

2010-07-30T02:45:00.000-07:00

我知道 - By2

從來沒想過
不能再和你牽手
委屈時候沒有你
陪著我心痛

一切都是我
太過驕縱
以為你會懂
一直忘了說
我有多感動

我知道你還是愛著我
雖然分開的理由
我們都已接受
你知道我會有多難過
所以即使到最後
還微笑著要我加油

我知道你還放不下我
才會在離開時
閉著眼沒有回頭
我們都知道彼此心中
其實這份愛沒停過

曾經完整幸福的夢
在腦海裡頭
我多希望你
還在我左右

答應你我會好好過
不讓這些眼淚白流

We Belong Together

2010-07-23T02:02:00.000-07:00

We Belong Together - Mariah Carey

Woo
Oh~ Sweet love Yeah

I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I did nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself

I could not fathom that I would ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Cos' I didn't know you
Cos' I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I never felt

The feeling that I'm feeling now
Now that I don't
Hear your voice
Or even touch or even kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
What I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right here cos' baby

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
(Cos' We belong together)

Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody else
(Oh baby baby)
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you're all on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me
'If you think you're lonely now'
Wait a minute
This is too deep too deep
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of you
And it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please(Cos')
We belong together

Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody else
(Oh Baby baby)
We belong together baby

My Favourite Song
23/07/2019 0510pm

02/07/2010

2010-07-02T00:54:00.000-07:00

I just want to have a rest

i need some fresh air

thanks for left me alone here

believe me

everything will be ok soon

thks my dearest & i miss you

i kNow

2010-04-07T01:18:00.000-07:00

i know it
i really know it

but

i'm changing now

i perfer like this
doing the things by my ways
i choose to do what i like to do

not because what
it's because i'll more happy if i keep on do

so

i prefer do with my decision
i really dun like control by other
now

i'm just trying do something to meself
n i don't think it's bad

GUYS

2010-03-31T03:54:00.001-07:00

when the boys is chasing the gal,

it will be

男：你知道吗？我每天也在想没有你的日子我该怎麼过。
女：要是你的心里没有我，我马上便会离开你。
男：不可能，我的心中一直也是这样期盼著。
女：若有其他少女勾引你，你能保持清醒？绝不搭上她们吗？
男：还用说，这是理所当然的。
女：我家里的家务都要由我一个人做吗？
男：不用怕，我会在外头找其他人来帮你干好这差事。
女：将来我要是不能成为你的完美情人怎麼办？
男：即使如此，但你在我心中的形象也是不会改变的。
女：若我成为你的妻子，那我肯定有天会人老珠黄，变得很丑，但届时我必会相夫教子，考顺你的双亲。
男：亲爱的，这样的话太令我感动了，简直是梦寐以求。
女：但要是有一天我不在这个世界了，你还是再找一个爱你的人吧。
男：傻孩子，那样的话我情愿一辈子独身了。
女：那请你以后就只能爱我一个，不要再去看其他美女。
男：当然，那是不用多说的。
女：要是你的旧情人来找你，说她还是很挂念你，你会跟她旧情复始吗？
男：我才不管，这事与我何干 ,
女：那我要是被别人欺负，你会怎样？
男：狠狠干掉他，我绝不能让这种事发生
女：如果我怀孕了，你会负责吗？
男：这绝对是男人应有的责任，也是该有的表现 !
女：你会把工资的一大部份都花在赌博上吗?
男：不会，这是不能原谅的，绝不能让那种事发生，那怕只是偶然一次
女：我要是做错事，你会原谅我吗？
男：那是肯定的，而且理应是要包容这种事 !
女：你会出轨，对我不忠吗？
男：这样的话最痛苦的肯定是我自己
女：我要你经常在早上都抱著我然后对我说「我爱你」
男：还用说？这种事最好每天至少发生一次 ;
女：若你碰到死缠不休的女子疯狂追求你，那你会怎样？
男：那我会叫她早点放弃这念头，若她不愿收手，就只能找执法人员帮手了
女：若你对我不好，我母亲可是会代我惩治你的。
男：前者是不可能发生的，因此后者也不可能实现
女：将来我若嫁给你，你会愿意让我母亲也住到你家中吗？
男：当然可以，只要把她带到我们家中，更可以让你看到我和她相亲相爱。
女：我不许你在外面胡混，在其他女子家中过夜或勾三搭四的。
男：我绝不是会做这种事的男人。
女：我若跟你家人争吵，你会站在我这边保护我吗？
男：看情况吧，但一般情况下还是会的。
女：当你愤怒时，你会虐打你的情人吗？
男：不可能，那种事简直是一种犯罪。
女：你能不能让我掌管你的工资，当你的财政大臣？
男：当然了,有些话不用说得太明白
女：你爱我是为了性吗?
男：这种话令我很恶心,请不要再这样说了
女：你真好,我要永永远远也爱你

but after success

it will become [from down read to up ]

TIRED ^ BORED

2010-03-14T01:47:00.000-08:00

i'm tired with my current life

i hate it

just feel want to give up

can anyone tell me what to do!!?

i just want to shout out WTF is going on now!!!?

数字暗语

2010-03-13T06:51:00.000-08:00

四字系
1240 - 最爱是你
1372 - 一厢情愿
1920 - 永久爱你
5260 - 我暗恋你
8050 - 抱你吻你
9950 - 久久吻你

五字系
19425 - 你依旧是爱我
20609 - 爱你到永久
20999 - 爱你久久久
25184 - 爱我一辈子
35925 - 想我就爱我
51095 - 我要你嫁我
52406 - 我爱死你啦
53406 - 我想死你啦
53719 - 我深情依旧
53770 - 我想亲亲你
53880 - 我想抱抱你
74839 - 其实不想走
82475 - 被爱是幸福

六字系
019425 - 你依旧是爱我
207374 - 爱你七生七世
259758 - 爱我就娶我吧
518720 - 我一辈子爱你
584520 - 我发誓我爱你
732016 - 今生愛你一人
775885 - 親親我抱抱我

七字系
1314925 - 一生一世就爱你
3207778 - 想和你去吹吹风
3344520 - 生生世世我愛你
5201314 - 我愛你一生一世
8834760 - 漫漫相思只为你

八字系
53517230 - 我想我已经爱上你
29201314 - 爱就爱你一生一世
29251314 - 爱就爱我一生一世

99 days

2010-01-28T01:03:00.000-08:00

i promise myself

if 1 day

there was ending

the MAX day for me

is 99 days

无条件为你

2010-01-26T23:37:00.000-08:00

梁静茹
无条件为你

爱你等于拥有一片天空任何风吹草动都有你存在其中

自然而然的轻松

一路到夏天的尾声无所谓到过於激动

我们有笑容我们曾心动不再是无动於衷

无条件为你不顾明天的安稳为你变坚强相信你的眼神

不敢想不敢问有一天坏的可能

无条件为你放弃单独的旅程为你坚强就不怕牺牲

我的灵魂如此沸腾为我爱的人

喜欢复杂还是习惯单纯我愿尽力完成你在我心中几分

难以形容的责任

爱一个人付出才会完整无条件越爱就越深

永远不分啊

Meaning of Flower

2010-01-16T22:43:00.000-08:00

不同顏色的玫瑰、
不同朵數的玫瑰
都有自己獨特的花語含義

紅玫瑰花語：
熱戀, 真愛, 深愛着你

粉玫瑰花語：
初戀、愛心，特別的關懷，喜歡你那燦爛的笑容

艳紅色玫瑰花語：
代表“我爱你”，尊重，勇气

淡黃玫瑰花語：
高貴、享受与你一起的日子

白玫瑰花語：
我們的愛情是純潔的、純潔天真、你我堪稱絕配

紫玫瑰花語：
永恆的愛、守护爱情

淡紫玫瑰花语
浪漫真情，珍贵独特

米白玫瑰花語：
你是圣洁的，你是我的

香檳玫瑰花語：
夢幻, 我只鐘情你一個

蓝玫瑰花語:
与众不同, 你是我最深爱恋,

深蓝色玫瑰~蓝色妖姬花语:
相守是一种承诺，相知是一种宿命

玫瑰花花语

1朵玫瑰花语－－－－我的心中只有你 ONLY YOU
2朵玫瑰花语－－－－这世界只有我俩
3朵玫瑰花语－－－－我爱你 I LOVE YOU
4朵玫瑰花语－－－－至死不渝
5朵玫瑰花语－－－－无怨无悔
6朵玫瑰花语－－－－互敬互爱互谅
7朵玫瑰花语－－－－我偷偷地爱著你
8朵玫瑰花语－－－－感谢你的关怀扶持及鼓励
9朵玫瑰花语－－－－长长久久 ALWAYS
10朵玫瑰花语－－－－十全十美无懈可击
11朵玫瑰花语－－－－一生一世只愛你一個
12朵玫瑰花语－－－－对你的爱与日俱增
13朵玫瑰花语－－－－友谊长存
14朵玫瑰花语－－－－骄傲
15朵玫瑰花语－－－－守住你的人
16朵玫瑰花语－－－－成长的喜悦
18朵玫瑰花语－－－－真诚与坦白
19朵玫瑰花语－－－－一生守候
20朵玫瑰花语－－－－两情相悦，此志不渝
21朵玫瑰花语－－－－你是我的最爱
22朵玫瑰花语－－－－双双对对，生生世世
24 朵玫瑰花语－－－－思念，我好想你
25 朵玫瑰花语－－－－没有猜忌
30朵玫瑰花语－－－－不需言语的爱
33朵玫瑰花语－－－－愛你三生三世
36朵玫瑰花语－－－－我的愛只屬於你
40朵玫瑰花语－－－－誓死不渝的爱情
44朵玫瑰花语－－－－山盟海誓、恒古不变的誓言
48朵玫瑰花语－－－－摯愛
50朵玫瑰花语－－－－無悔的愛
51朵玫瑰花语－－－－我心只有你
56朵玫瑰花语－－－－吾愛
57朵玫瑰花语－－－－吾愛吾妻
66朵玫瑰花语－－－－我的愛永不變
77朵玫瑰花语－－－－有緣相逢
88朵玫瑰花语－－－－用心彌補
99朵玫瑰花语－－－－天长地久 FOREVER
100朵玫瑰花语－－－－百分之百的爱 100% LOVE
101朵玫瑰花语－－－－你是的我唯一
111朵玫瑰花语－－－－无尽的爱
108朵玫瑰花语－－－－嫁给我吧
123朵玫瑰花语－－－－爱情自由、自由之恋
144朵玫瑰花语－－－－爱你生生世世
365朵玫瑰花语－－－－天天想你
999朵玫瑰花语－－－－天长地久
1001朵玫瑰花语－－－－直到永远
1314朵玫瑰花语－－－－一生一世

2010-01-07T02:25:00.000-08:00

ME???

if use a word to describes myself,
1 word enough - USELESS

i also don't wan to use the word describe myself
but what can i do
i saw all my BAD THING on myself
i start to hate myself

i hate my attitude

irresponsible
selfish
always did smtg without thinking the effect(used to it,coz brain dead)
do smtg without thinking others feelings
stubborn(i just do watever i liked)
lazy(untill no medicine can cure it)
always hurt thw one who i loved(family,friends n :X)
like to wasting my time by doing nothing(i can wasting my whole day by sitting n day dreaming)
keep remember those unhappy things(whatever thgs,from kindergarden till now)
like to waste $$$(buying smtg that useless)
dunno APPRECIATE this word(as my dad say, i duno how to appreciate wat i having now n bames from me will never ever end)
unfair(wat i want other do is much more than i can do)
childish
run away when facing any problem(whatever problem i met,i will not solve it, at last it ways come to more worst)
dunno how to say out myself(just always keep all the thgs, then 'blow water' wif my friends)
break out the promises that i made(since small, uncountable promises i made to my parents,but at the end no 1 wil success)
like to compare(but i'm always the loser loser)
jealous feeling always come out from my heart
sound loud but no action

still got many many
no time to mention it all
and even i start to hate myself
how bout u???

[I'M NOT WORTH COZ I AM RUBBISH]

情人节

2010-01-03T03:39:00.001-08:00

日记情人节 <http://baike.baidu.com/view/772751.htm>
(diary day)

1月14日。在这一天，情侣们会互赠足够纪录一整年恋爱情事的日记本，以此
象征两人将携手走过未来一年，并留下更多美好回忆。
而单身的女孩子们，在这新的一年的开始，对自己喜欢的人要有表白和计划，
写在自己的日记本里，在心中撒下爱的种子。

西方传统情人节
（Double Seventh Festival ）

2月14日，是西方的传统节日之一。男女在这一天互送巧克力 baidu.com/view/7172.htm> 、贺卡和花，用以表达爱意或友好，现已成为欧美各
国青年人喜爱的节日。大概这世上有多少情人就有多少关于情人节来历的诠释吧。
和中国人现在用近乎狂热的热情过起了圣诞节
<http://baike.baidu.com/view/2547.htm> 一样，情人节也已经悄悄渗透到了无
数年轻人的心目当中，成为中国传统节日之外的又一个重要节日。

白色情人节 <http://baike.baidu.com/view/9083.htm>
（White Day）

3月14日是白色情人节。大家也应该很熟悉了，流行的解释是说，2·14男生要
是收到女生的礼物，那就应该在一个月之后的白色情人节有个答复。白色情人节流
行于日本、韩国、台湾等地区，是我们所知道的西方情人节的延续，也是最早的
“非主流”情人节，也是其他“非主流”情人节的先导。其实，白色情人节的诞
生，是一个不折不扣的“商业阴谋”。
白色情人节最早诞生于1977年，由日本福冈市博多区的甜点（菓子）制造商
「石村万盛堂」所发起，以鼓吹收到心意的一方应该要回礼给对方，作为促销糖果
的手段，节日最早称为「糖果赠送日」（キャンデーを赠る日）。自1980年起，因
为糖果所使用的砂糖是白色，所以改称为「白色情人节」。
不久后，巧克力制造商发现他们也可以在这个节日中获利，因此也开始促销白
色的巧克力，现在，在这一天要回礼时，除了糖果与白巧克力之外，还包括其他各
种礼品。
目前关于情人节与白色情人节，到底是男先送礼还是女方先送礼，已不再有定
论，重点是这样的节日让有情有缘的男女双方都有一个可以发挥与表达自我心意的
时机，相关的商人们，当然也可以趁机狠捞一笔。

黑色情人节 <http://baike.baidu.com/view/82663.htm>
（Black Day）

就像恶搞一样，4月14日，是黑色情人节。听名字可能就能知道几分意思，跟
“光棍节”差不多，据说此节来源于韩国。
似乎这个情人节就是来自于没得过情人节的人群的怨念：虽然并非天下有情人
都能天长地久、甚至曾经拥有，但谁说孤家寡人或旷男怨女就不能过情人节？“黑
色情人节”就是属于单身贵族们的情人日。在前两个月他们或许既没收到甜蜜小礼
物，也没人可以送巧克力，但4月14日这天，大家共聚一堂，彼此鼓励、加油打
气，化悲愤为力量，倒也热热闹闹十分开怀，藉此消除形单影只的落寞感。
说是这么说，但是单身贵族们却能也在这一天欢天喜地，过节的人会让自己生
活在百分百的黑色世界里，穿黑色套装、黑帽子、黑皮鞋，吃黑豆制成的面条，喝
咖啡也不加奶精，享受黑咖啡的苦涩原味，让爱情暂时见鬼去吧！

黄色与玫瑰情人节 <http://baike.baidu.com/view/781108.htm>
(Yellow and Rose Day)

5月14日也是情人节，如果已经到了5 月，你的事情还是没有任何进展，在这
一天穿着黄色衬衫或黄色套装，吃黄色咖喱饭，就是告诉大家：“I am still
available（我还是单身）！”的最好暗示。春日融融，将黄色穿在身上，也相当
符合
季节气氛。5月是玫瑰发芽的时节，气候宜人适合出游，因此许多情侣都选在这天
相携到户外踏青，所以5月14日也有“玫瑰情人节”之称。
在玫瑰情人节也是作表率的日子，送人红玫瑰是倾诉爱意；送白玫瑰花表示仍
犹豫未决；若送上一束黄玫瑰，就是说再见咯。

亲吻情人节 <http://baike.baidu.com/view/781116.htm>
(Kiss Day)

6月14日当然也逃不掉。亲吻情人节，这是个属于成双成对恋人的重要节日，
在这一天，情侣们不必再害羞，可以大大方方地用亲吻尺度来表达对对方的爱意的
深浅。当然，花前月下，烛光晚餐等浪漫气氛，对一吻定情可是很有帮助的哦！而
在这一天，世界各地也会有不同性质的“亲吻大赛”举行。

银色情人节 <http://baike.baidu.com/view/772810.htm>
（Silver Day）

而7月14日是银色情人节，是把你的意中人带回家给老爸老妈认识，或介绍给
其他你所尊敬的长辈的好机会。当然，这一天的全部开销，都由这些“可爱的长
辈”买单，但是你最好先确定长辈对这个节日很熟悉。银色情人节也是爱侣互赠银
制礼品，饰物的日子。传统习俗是用银戒订婚，所以今天你们也去买一对，戴在手
上，作为甜蜜心情的见证。

绿色情人节 <http://baike.baidu.com/view/772811.htm>
(Green Day)

8月14日名为绿色情人节，这可不是说要环保什么的，绿色情人节当然和蓊郁
的森林脱不了关系。酷热难耐的夏日午后，不妨和你的另一半作一趟清爽而清新的
森林之旅，尽情享受户外大自然，度过健康而愉快的一天。

音乐情人节与相片情人节 <http://baike.baidu.com/view/772816.htm>
(Music Day & Photo Day)

这个名字超长的情人节定在9月14日这天。音乐情人节这一天是举办大型社交
活动，轻歌曼舞的日子，也是将你的心上人介绍给朋友，同事认识的好机会。而单
身一族，更可以借此机会看看活动现场有没有自己中意的对象。许多情侣喜欢在这
天就这蔚蓝晴朗的天空合影，所以9月14日又称为“相片情人节”。

葡萄酒情人节 <http://baike.baidu.com/view/772821.htm> （Wine Day）
10月14日，这一天恋人们轻啜葡萄美酒，庆祝充满诗意的秋天。通常小两口会
选择在浪漫且别致的餐厅里共进晚餐，然后聊聊彼此对未来的规划，以及共同的目
标等话题。

橙色情人节 <http://baike.baidu.com/view/1990215.htm> 与电影情人节
<http://baike.baidu.com/view/772822.htm>
（Orange Day Movie Day）

11月14日，电影情人节这一天，情侣们可以连赶两场电影，或许先看一部紧张
刺激的动作片发泄压力，然后再来一部感人肺腑的浪漫爱情片互拭泪水。看完两人
也该补充水分了，来杯健康的百分百橙汁吧！单身的人这一天也要喝杯柳橙汁，当
然，想喝两杯才痛快也没人管的着。看来是果汁商想出来的节日。

拥抱情人节 <http://baike.baidu.com/view/772824.htm> （Hug Day）
12月14日，想和你的情人抱多久都可以，在公开的场合拥抱，向世人宣告你俩
的爱意，也让寒冷的冬天变得格外温馨。尤其是那些甜甜蜜蜜庆祝过2月14日华伦
亭情人节的情侣，到了年底依然能热情拥抱，也见证了两人情意如昔。

浮夸

2009-12-26T03:59:00.000-08:00

陈奕迅 - 浮夸

有人问我我就会讲但是无人来
我期待到无奈有话要讲
得不到装载
我的心情犹豫像樽盖等被揭开
咀巴却在养青苔
人潮内愈文静愈变得不受理睬
自己要搞出意外
像突然地高歌任何地方也像开四面台
着最闪的衫扮十分感慨
有人来拍照要记住插袋

你当我是浮夸吧夸张只因我很怕
似木头似石头的话得到注意吗
其实怕被忘记至放大来演吧
很不安怎去优雅
世上还赞颂沉默吗
不够爆炸怎麽有话题
让我夸做大娱乐家

那年十八母校舞会站着如喽罗
那时候我含泪发誓各位必须看到我
在世间平凡又普通的路太多
屋村你住哪一座
情爱中工作中受过的忽视太多
自尊已饱经跌堕重视能治肚饿
末曾获得过便知我为何大动作很多
犯下这些错搏人们看看我算病态麽

你当我是浮夸吧夸张只因我很怕
似木头似石头的话得到注意吗
其实怕被忘记至放大来演吧
很不安怎去优雅
世上还赞颂沉默吗
不够爆炸怎麽有话题
让我夸做大娱乐家

幸运儿并不多若然未当过就知我为何
用十倍苦心做突出一个
正常人够我富议论性么

你叫我做浮夸吧加几声嘘声也不怕
我在场有闷场的话
表演你看吗够歇斯底里吗
以眼泪淋花吧一心只想你惊讶
我旧时似未存在吗
加重注码青筋也现形
话我知现在存在吗

凝视我别再只看天花
我非你杯茶也可尽情地喝吧
别遗忘有人在为你声沙

放不下

2009-12-26T03:47:00.000-08:00

放不下
作詞：徐世珍　作曲：方木雄　編曲：Tim Ngoh　演唱：龔詩嘉

你好吗　你的夜是不是跟我的一样漫长
是不是　还把我给你的爱好好戴在手上
要坚强　我常常对着镜子里的人大声讲
虽然说　孤独的想一个人好像一种惩罚

MSN上太多的路人甲
偶尔你也该上来说说话

想着你的温柔　想着你的模样　我放不下
都说过了再见　我们各自飞翔　各自长大
抱紧爱会挣扎　放开爱会心慌　神也很忙
到底要实现哪个愿望
离开你　那么傻　可以后悔吗

风很大　怕你又穿得太少会让自己着涼
我很怕　一个人换了燈泡房间变得很亮
每一天　发生的事情我都好想要跟你讲
爱很怪　什么都介意最后又什么都原谅

想着你的温柔　想着你的模样　我放不下
都说过了再见　我们各自飞翔　各自长大
抱紧爱会挣扎　放开爱会心慌　神也很忙
到底要实现哪个愿望
离开你　那么傻　可以后悔吗

Oh　心里最深的牵挂
越想遗忘越不能忘
想着你的温柔　想着你的模样　我放不下
都说过了再见　我们各自飞翔　各自长大

想着你的温柔　想着你的模样　我放不下
都说过了再见　我们各自飞翔　各自长大

抱紧爱会挣扎　放开爱会心慌　神也很忙
到底要实现哪个愿望
离开你　那么傻　可以后悔吗

无赖

2009-12-23T23:21:00.000-08:00

yesterday go singK
suddenly i felt that there are a song can fully describe me
suddenly i felt that i'm the character in this song
suddenly i start loving this song
suddenly this song bring alot meaning to me

YES..I ADMIT THAT I'M
<< 无赖 >>

我間中飲醉酒很喜歡自由
常犯錯愛說謊但總會內疚
遇過很多的損友學到貪新厭舊
亦欠過很多女人

怕結婚只會守三分鐘諾言
曾話過要戒煙但講了就算
夢與想丟低很遠但對返工厭倦
自小不會打算

但是仍唯獨你愛我這廢人
出錯你都肯去忍
然而誰亦早知不會合襯
偏偏你願意等

為何還喜歡我我這種無賴
是話你蠢還是很偉大
在座每位都將我踩口碑有多壞
但你亦永遠不見怪

何必跟我我這種無賴
活大半生還是很失敗
但是你死都不變心跟我笑著捱
就算壞我也不忍心偷偷作怪

沒有根的野種飄忽的命途
誰像你當我寶甚麼也做到
舊愛手中一匹布在這刻寫句號
只想跟你終老

在地球唯獨你愛我這廢人
出錯你都肯去忍
然而誰亦早知不會合襯
偏偏你願意等

為何還喜歡我我這種無賴
是話你蠢還是很偉大
在座每位都將我踩口碑有多壞
但你亦永遠不見怪

何必跟我我這種無賴
沒大半生還是很失敗
但是你死都不變心跟我笑著捱
就算我也不忍心

還喜歡我我這種無賴
是話你蠢還是很偉大
在座每位都將我踩口碑有多壞
但你亦永遠不見怪

何必跟我我這種無賴
活大半生還是很失敗
但是你死都不變心跟我拼命捱
換轉別個也忍心偷偷作怪

I'm back

2009-11-21T06:21:00.000-08:00

finally i come back to my blog n continue my DEAD BLOG
it already bout half year i din even touch it
n i will not know that whether anyone will visit my blog again
but just suddenly feel want to blogging

the previous post bout i changed my school form PANGLIMA PERANG to SABS
between this time happen alot and alot of things
not only happen on my life, i believe that AV1 is going changing n i agree with what YEE WAN state
everyone was changing including me
i already addicted and addicted seriously to my FFS
although i know that it's doesn't important
BUT no choice i already cnt choose
friend,mayb smtg happen with this game
but act i really nothing just depends on what u think
ya.. i agree that i totally lost of mind control and did many many things
so i just wan to say SORRY to you
i bet we are no more chance to say bout the FFS in our conservationn
anywhere,i just hope that it will back like last time
we r still gud friend n even best friend
we can say whatever we want,whatever we like
n not like now~ but, just depends lahh

not only that,
i feel that thr are more n more changes nowadays
i dunno that this sense bout gud or bad
i dunno wat the future we are going to face
mayb just like the 2012 movie
BOOM~~ the earth is end
maybe this is a gud ending
everyone die on the same day
no need to face any problem again
but i know movie is just a movie
and it's doesn't come real
and i have to learn to accept 1 things
problem is never come to end
once u solve this problem
the other problem will come n u have to face it
the problem will never go to the end FOREVER
(as long as you are still alive)

yaaa.. that's the life
i just dunno why suddenly come to so down
just hope all my BELOVED family and friends live happily

will less on9 soon

2009-07-05T04:17:00.000-07:00

this post just inform that i'll less on9 soon
maybe just on9 on weekend only
n i'll continue won't let my blog die~
wakaka^^ (although it sitll left 30 % life now)

n i'll trnsfer to SABS school start from this week
quite reluctantly to leave my friends
especially for my gud clasmate
i'll remember the memory that we had
(took photo on class, ponteng class, gossip other, having game 2gether etc.)

friends, I LOVE YOU

[GALS]

phaik san:
i think this is the 7th years we same class, n the 3th years i sit beside u
next time less chance king gai together dy

zi shin:
u also 7th years same class wif me, but we din sit 2gether b4
but we got many tuition together, always talking bullshit n laughing on tuition
i hope our relation will nvr end, n our mission....... still ON!!! okie??
[secret of both of us]

xin ling:
haha~ u'r the gamble partner of mine, 5 a day come on, let's gamble together again~ haha~
beside that , i like to hear ur laughing sound, dunno how to describe it(vry noisy geh)..
hope our class will always hear ur luaghing, n u'r the treasurer of our class dy, gud job gal

li yun:
erm.. quite pity lah u, wen shin them all beside class just left u alone on physic class only,
nvm lah, let's cum to SABS acc me, waiting for u gud news soon

[GUYS]

bung:
7th years same class wif u also, quite long dy loh`` but if i'm not wrong , last time there r not many conservation btw us, we only becum close to each other when from3, iziit?? haha

zi teng:
u arr~ dun say u lah, i bet this is the 1st year that i same class wif u lah
although we just same class few month now, i know u'll vry miss me when i gone~
wakaka^^ nvm nvm , i'll miss u also

david:
my super monitor on class, i think u'r the most funny monitor i never met b4~
hope u'll continue make our clas funny

p/s: now nid to go out for dinner[will continue soon]

upper6 experiment

2009-06-22T02:27:00.000-07:00

Date : 22.06.2009
Time : 12++pm
Venue : Panglima perang biology lab
Event: Upper6 doing experiment

today i feel myself so lucky that i'm choosing to taking physic
cause today i saw upper6 r doing operation to the mouse
the mouse all r so pityfull n there r so geli
the conclusion i did it is:
HUAMN R CRUEL

those r the picture of they open thr organ of the mouse

oh shit~~
there r so geli lah~
the final result is the mouse all becoming:

yuk!!! there r so disgusting
i'm be proud n lucky that i'm a huamn being now~
wakaka^^

ZIPEK bufday

2009-06-22T01:45:00.000-07:00

PART1

Date : 17.06.2009
Time : almost 12am
Venue : zi teng's house

we planning gv zi teng sum surprise on his bufday
at tat nite went to zi teng house(decorate his car)
but un fortunately tat nite i can't join them n play 2gether
but hear them play till vry syok n high
i can't describe the situation on that nitez coz i was not around
but there r sum picture on tat nitez~

PART2

Date : 18.06.2009
Time : 9++am
Venue : school door of panglima perang

1st, we decide gv teng 'li shi'
so yew wrote sum vry geli n word put to an ang pao
we went to zi teng house n gv her mum the ang pao
we call her help to pass to ziteng~
that was wat we gv`
(yew write wrong his name summore,sweat~)

after we sent the gift to him
we went to photostate his photo 30 piece
we plan to stick all the paper on his car again
pity his car lah`` like tat to gv us conteng

(the paper we photostate)
(decorating his car)

the picture of our decoration for him:

(beautifull , rite???)

haha~ zi teng, u really vry thx for wat we did for u, rite??
no nid be so touch lah~ keke^^
afetr that we also went to singingK 2gether~
we sing 2hour plus i think

anywhere that day we quite enjoy~

zi teng, happy bufday to you
hope u get an unforgetfull bufday this year
i love u so much(but dun simply think lah,as friend mar)

(p/s:)

[1]- this post actually din drop those detail, if wan c the details, visit phaik san pagehttp://sweeneysan.blogspot.com/2009/06/blog-post_19.html

[2]- i will post another post bout that day, but is celebration yi yun's bufday,wait after i get those picture

[FRD] 男/女朋友的功效

2009-06-21T02:46:00.000-07:00

男朋友是：要來欺負的。
- 但是普天之下，只有你可以欺負他。然後，你還可以理直氣壯地跟他說：「我沒欺負你，對不對？快說我沒欺負你！」

男朋友是：要來支持環保的。
- 用不完的洗臉奶，面膜，洗頭水，潤膚露和沐浴液都可以塞給他用，那你就可以買過新的。

男朋友是：要來減肥的。
- 你吃不完的，不好吃的，他幫你吃。那麼，你就可以只吃最好吃的和最喜歡吃的那些。

男朋友是：你有時無法不對他說謊的那個人。
- 當你的好朋友問你：「你這件大衣好漂亮啊！買了多少錢？要不要3000塊？」你會立即翻翻眼皮說：「你想得美！3000怎麼行？半價也要3000啊！」但是，當男朋友說：「你這件大衣好漂亮！」，你卻會說：「半價才3000，是不是超值啊！」

男朋友是：要來秤體重的。
- 當你問他：「我肥不肥？」，他回答說：「肥！你很肥！」，你就知道你不肥。

男朋友是：要來增加自信心的。
- 當你失意沮喪，當你對自己感到失望的時候，你希望他在身邊。他的一個擁抱，勝過千言萬語。

男朋友是：白天裡，你看到蟑螂，老鼠或任何可怕的小東西都可以大聲喊他。
- 但是，半夜裡，當你肚子痛得死去活來，你卻會拚命忍受著，捨不得吵醒他。

男朋友是：良心發現的時候要來珍惜的。
- 有時候你望著他，會想想自己到底交上什麼好運，會遇上他，會有他這麼愛你。不過，只是「有時候」，其他時候，尤其是生氣和吵架的時候，你會忘了。

男朋友是：用來把你自己貼上去的。
- 快樂或傷心的時候，有事沒事，你都擁有把自己整個人強橫地貼到他身上去的特權。

男朋友是：你愛他比任何人要多，你有時候卻又好像恨他比任何人都要多。
男朋友是：你把最多的思念留給他，也把最多的眼淚留給他
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女朋友是：是要来溺爱的.
-爱她的方法只有三种：溺爱，溺爱，然后还是溺爱。

女朋友是：
要来明白这个世上除了男人之外，原来还有一种两脚生物是你穷毕生的聪明才智也沒法理解的.因为你不能吃她，不能不理她，只能爱她。

女朋友是：要来练习臂力的.
-所有重的东西，你拿。 -不时要抱抱。虽然你沒比她重很多，而且她最近吃很多，屁股甚至比你的大。

女朋友是：要来训练胆识的.
-家裡有蟑螂，壁虎或任何可怕的小生物，你去杀生。 -前面好像有什么危险，你去看看。 -遇到惡人，你上！

女朋友是：要来百思不得其解的。
-你永远弄不明白，为什么她平时买了那么多的衣服，每次要外出时仍然会苦恼地对着衣柜抱怨：「天呀！我沒有衣服穿！」

女朋友是：要来违反天性的。
-男人明明是天生会到处播种，到处留情的动物，然而，你却会因为她而明白，欲只可以寸进，惟有爱可以直抵心房。你竟会为她想到守身如玉。

女朋友是：要来提升男性荷爾蒙的。
-每一次，当你滔滔不绝地谈到你的工作与理想，每一次，当你大发议论的時候，你看到面前这个女人，她微笑的眼睛望着你，充满仰慕和崇拜。那一刻，你突然觉得，你在这个世界上是多么的重要，你是个多么了不起的男人。

女朋友是：要来明白有一种幸福叫做寒冷。
-严寒的夜晚，她理直气壯地把一双冰冷的脚丫往你暖洋洋的肚子踩過去，你却竟然觉得有一种说不出的温暖幸福。

女朋友是：要来让你便回一个小孩子的。
-你明明已经长大成人了，这个女人还是会在餐厅里把好吃的菜送到你嘴裡，而你竟然会不在乎旁人的目光，張开嘴巴吃得津津有味。

女朋友是：要来心软的。
-爱上了她，你才发现原來你不是铁石心肠的，原來你还是很怕女人哭的。

女朋友是：要来挑战人类极限的。
-看过她睡觉时抓被单的样子，你还是觉得她可愛。
-看过她最糟糕的时刻，你还是很想跟她一起。原来，你可以这么爱一个女人。原来，你可以这样等一个女人。

女朋友是：要来欺负的。
-你做梦的时候尽管可以这么想。

女朋友是：她把最多的思念留给你，你却害她流最多的眼泪。。。

update~

2009-06-20T05:49:00.000-07:00

quite a long time i din update my blog~
i think the last post i publish is bout 1 month ago
but no choice
i too addicted on FACEBOOK
untill i no other time to visit other web-site
even is my blog

there are many many games in face book
i also involved in many games
(restaurant city, pet society, friend for sales, pokker, barn buddy n also kickmania)
most of my classmate addiceted in FB too especially for poker n FFS
always like to buy my pet away~ aArrGG!!!

2 weeks holiday already pass
this holiday i seldom go out wif friend
just sit infront my pc from morning until nite
therefore many of my friends say9ing that i'm getting fat,oh! no no no! is chubby~ keke^^

this post actually just warm up n inform that my friends my blog haven't die
n i'll write celebratioon of yi yun's n teng bufday soon
(wait till i get those picture)

my latest picture:(20/6/09)

skip school n picnic at TC

2009-05-23T02:01:00.000-07:00

last monday(18/5/09)
my current school celebrating techer's day
but me n sum friends all skip school
(coz teacher's day r not really important 4 us)
n we went to TC picnic together

that day was monday
so that r not many people in the beach
we went there n took alot of funny picture
quite fun during that time
mizz alot

all the food is prepared

1st we eat n chit chat on there
then dunno who decide to took picture
(i think that's my suggestion,not really remember)
then our PICTURE SECTION start

we took many picture there
this just one part of the picture only
all stupid + no meaning de
but vry funny at that time
we keep SS n shout on the beach
luckly there no any1 that we kenal
wakaka^^

between all the picture
i like the belowing picture the most
the picture is capture by me
(i'm pro camera-men)
this picture actually want to took is both of them(zi shin n pei san) jump up 2gether
but but but
the result is...

zi shin jump up vry high
pei san can't even jump up
then she vry bu shuang n keep shout...
wakaka^^
this photo really funny
i like the most

then they went to play water
coz i din prepare extra shirt
so i din play wif them
dunno phaik san y dun 1 play(but lastly she play also)
n we did the things that we like the most
SELF TAKING PHOTO

we actually took many picture

but i din upload all the picture

later every people saying that we vry ZI LIAN not gud loh

(although i know that i'm)

wah.. do u c wat pei san doing on the water??

she tot she is 水佛

and she wanna 静坐 at the water

so GAO XIU!!!

this is again me n phaik san

we keep taking those stupid photo

c the 2nd picture

i also dunno that why want to take picture

i know that i'm not as slim as her,but...

but my 大腿 fair then her

it's really (although the picture can't c obviously)

coz i dun ever wear short pants

that's the reason lah

this 2 picture is capture by my friends

i look vry stupid lah

act as like so zai

wakaka^^

besides that,

we also took many group photo
all shown below:

LOVES ＹＯＵ FRIENDS

while they r playing water

the photo that i took

that's the picnic we having in TC

i like the moment that all the friends r together

that's the best

p/s: that's phaik san blog that posting same event

can go hv a look http://sweeneysan.blogspot.com/2009/05/tc.html

TAGGED!!!

2009-05-22T02:21:00.000-07:00

Tagged by: Kah Kah

1.My Name : CHEE CHYL ANN
2.My Birthday : 08/05/1991
3.Who tagged you : TAN KAH KAH
4.Name 5 best friends: (really not enough for me >.<")
5.What do you wished for birthday: all my best friends celebrating my bufday wif me 2gether
6.Happy things that happened recently : could not remember
7.Most stressed about recently : start my Form6 life in panglima perang
8.What is your dream about future : becum a rich person ($$$)
9.Do you have someone you like : surely i have
10.Will visit your ex-teacher in a classmate gathering : if got the chance
11.Most happy to hang out with : all my friends
12.If two of your friends were having conflicts : erm.. none of my business(can't do anything yazz)
13.Where is preferably the place to go with your lover : stay 2 alone enuf!!!
14.What to do in Christmas : celebrate wif the whole gang friends
15.Who do you want to celebrate Christmas with : Friends & Lover
16.Bad habit on waking up early in the morning : need at least 15 minutes to wake me up, coz i will continue zZz
17.How many siblings do you have : 2 naughty sister
18.Favourite song(Female) : Bye Bye (Mariah Carey)
19.Favourite song(Male) : almost all Jay's song
20.Favourite Colour : Blue,White & Black
21.Flush before using the toilets? : Depends
22.Love me not? : surely
23.Affectionate to guys or girls : nope
24.What do you wants to shout out loudly : i need $$$$
25.Do you dare to go toilets alone in the middle of the night? : depends
26.Will you take off your undies in while in the WC : >.<
27.Who's the bastard : no one.
28.What's the current affection : Face Book's application(PS,RC n FFS)
29.Sleeps uglily : sometimes
30.Whats the time now : 1733
31.Do you hate the person who tagged you : definitely nope!!!!
32.Weight : 50kg
33.Weather today : HOT!!!
34.Are you pregnant : NOPE
35.What will you do if you win a lottery : Buy many delicious FOOD
36.An activity that must be done while in the Uni -life : ntg gua

【People Tagged】[Spreading the bad karma... ...]

phaik san
wison
zyu wenn
kai xin
kai zhi
ykuan
liang mei
mae
shin yee
sze ying

01-【Does no.4 know no.6?】：no
02-【No.10 is a male or female?】 : female
03-【 The hobby of no.8】：keep quiet
04-【Does no. 1 have any siblings】：yes. 2 brothers.
05-【The surname of of no.7】： wong(not really sure)
06-【Does no.10 have alot of friends?】: YES.
07-【Anyone tackling no.4?】: i think so
08-【If no.2 is being introduced?】： funny guy
09-【The favourite colour of no.6】：i dunno
12-【Where is no.5 studying currently?】: yup.
13-【How do you know no.10?】: secondary school
14-【Whats the difference between the birthmonth of no.1 and you?】：6 months
15-【Ever hang out with no.9?】： ya,but long time ago
16-【Do you like to chat with no.2?】: yazz, he fetch me to school now
17-【Like to be with no.3?】：yeah.. a happy-go-lucky gal
18-【How do you think about no.7?】：can study vry well
19-【How do you think about no.9?】：playfull
20-【Do you love no.5?】：yeah,as friend

1.Who tagged you with this questionnaire? : Tan Kah Kah
2.How long have you known him/her : primary school (i think standard4??? so 8th years)
3.Do you think that he/she is important to you? : yes,AV1 is important for me
4.Your relationship with him/her : Friend
5.Whats his/hers hobby? : not really know
6.What do you think about his/her personality? : Funny gua...
7.His/her points of importance in your heart : no points, just important >.<

＊1st thing before sleep : sms sum1
＊1st thing after awaking from sleep : continue zZz
＊Your idol : it's to0 many
＊Favourite season : M'sia just hot season all the time
＊Worked part-time before? : YES! 3/4 different places
＊Times worked : few months
＊Country that wanted to go most : Hong Kong
＊Personality hated : ^-^
＊Are you a crybaby? : don't really think so
＊You laugh alot? : yazz
＊Do you like to go out alone? : No.. scare to do that
＊What time you wake up if it was a holiday? : 2++pm
＊Today's weather（Sunny Rainy Cloudy）: Sunny.
＊Choose between Friends and Lover : Friends
＊Choose between Chances and Fates : Chances.
＊Are you narcissist? : yazz.. that's why always SS
＊Is this questionnaire long? : OMG!!! it's too long
＊How to make yourself feel better every time? : singing
＊Favourite food : too many
＊Do you like ice? : yes, alot n alot
＊Are you full of happiness? : er. think so. lol
＊Which are the friends that you cared the most? : everyone of them
＊Whats the most important item in your bed room? : AVthings
＊Most consistent dream at sleep : none
＊Will you forgive a guy that is mentally disobedient? : yes.
＊Whats the meaning of life? : that's no meaning
＊Do you know？（See if you can answer this！）: ???
＊When do you hate me? : ???
＊Like the day you were born or been into the society?: yes
＊Like Taoism or Confucianism？ : nopez for both
＊Favourite cake? : blueberry cheese cake.
＊Do you like sardins? : not really
＊Who knows you the best? : myself
＊IQ higher or EQ? : both high(JKJK)
＊Computer or Mobile Phone : Both.
＊Friendster or Facebook? : surely FACEB00K
＊Whats your wish right now? : $$$$ cum cum cum.
＊Tired? : yeah.
＊Favourite drinks : teh ice
＊What do you think of the humanity and personality of the person who tagged you? : funny

YEAHH!!
FINALLY I DONE!!!!

update now

2009-05-22T01:33:00.000-07:00

i hv been sum long time din update my blog
many friends also asking that why dun update my blog
i'm so solii yazz
coz now i spent mostly all my time on face book
(pet society, restaurant city n also FFS)
so that's the reason i din't update my blog for a long time

since this 2 months
it happen alot of thing
i remeber my last post was in april
(be4 zhen ying's bufday i think)

but now i not going to post all the things
just few things that happen this few weeks

my bufday was pass by
n for this year i receive a special gift from 1 gang of friends
really thx for u all
i apprciate it so much
although i received so many present be4
but this is the most special gift that i received be4

n

thx all the friend that send me bufday wishes
no wonder in call, sms, on9 or other
ths for u all stil remember my bufday
love u all alot

finally school reopen
n i had started my school life
n i was continue taking science(physic)
in my school(panglima perang) physic class was S1
haha
finally i study S1

it was quite boring stay at school AVday
some more the class end at 4pm
OMG!!!
like stay at hell
but ntg can do
just can endure n continue study only
(who call me house poor n no $$$ study college >.<")

p/s: thx wilson fetch me to school AVday

AND AND AND

finally the 2nd batch matriculation result came out
2 of my best friends get into negeri sembilan
them were so lucky
(but for me is unfortunately)
coz they will leave soon
monday they nid to go dy
really feel reluctantly to let them go

p/s: feel upset that my friends gonna to leave 1 by 1
anywhere, friends I LOVE U

吃不到的醋

2009-04-11T00:10:00.000-07:00

A meaningful article from 张晓娴

你以为最酸的感觉是吃醋吗？
不是的，最酸溜溜的感觉是没权吃醋
根本就轮不到你吃醋，那是最酸最酸的
你暗恋的那个人，你能吃他的醋吗？
眼看着他跟情人甜甜蜜蜜
眼看着他对其他人好
你就是没有资格吃醋

你喜欢那个人，他也知道
但他不喜欢你
他跟谁来往，跟谁恋爱
也轮不到你吃醋
他对某人特别好，你恨得牙痒痒
好想走到他面前，
质问他："你干嘛跟她这样好？"
然而，你是谁？
即使望着她和他手牵手
她替他整理衣服的领口
甚至坐在他的大腿上
你也无权说些什么
你只能在心里恨她

旧情人的醋，你也无权在吃
大家已经分手了
他和谁在一起，不关你的事
他说过会永远怀念你
永远保护你
那又怎样？
他可没有说过永远不爱其他人
他有了新的对象
他投入一段新恋情
你从没见过他对一个人这么好
你想跟他说：“我讨厌你跟她在一起！”
但你们不是已经分手了吗？
吃醋也要讲名分

吃不到的醋是最酸的
很想吃你的醋
但我是你什么人呢？

心理測驗題目：什麼原因會讓你想哭?

2009-04-10T20:58:00.000-07:00

心理測驗題目：什麼原因會讓你想哭?
排一下自己最易哭的原因! (1是最容易 , 5是最不容易)
五個選項分別是：

a.感動
b.傷心
c.痛( 是肉體, 不是心靈)
d.生氣
e.擔心/緊張

排好了嗎？
準備看答案囉！
請看自己把該選項排在第幾個順位來找解答喔∼

* 感動：不是跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ......
排在第1 - 一個常常把自己藏起來的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
排在第2 - 一個很會關心別人的人。很容易發現身邊有人不開心。不會很容易講錯東西或話題。
排在第3 - 一個傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什麼就做什麼。不過很可愛。
排在第4 - 一個不會想﹐老是要人擔心的人。(特別是長輩)
排在第5 - 一個很聰明﹐很負責任的領導人。對你很尊敬。

* 傷心：跟你很熟的人覺得你是 ......
排在第1 - 對很多事都要求很高的人。不過有很多時候都太固執。
排在第2 - 可以跟你講道理。黑白之間分辨得很清楚。
排在第3 - 心思很細膩的人。很多時候傷心不會表現出來，不過其實大家都看得出來。
排在第4 - 會先想很多才會做選擇。不想自己給人看扁,自尊可以算是很強的人。
排在第5 - 外剛內柔的人。但其實知道你的內心不是那麼堅強。

* 痛：你想要別人覺得你是 ......
排在第1 - 很需要別人保護的人。
排在第2 - 不是那麼容易接近的人。
排在第3 - 好人一個。很關心身邊的人。不怕做犧牲的人。
排在第4 - 很聰明 , 不過又不會驕傲的人。
排在第5 - 很清楚自己想什麼要什麼的人。

* 生氣：你最希望你的情人是......
排在第1 - 跟你很合拍。你跟他想的東西是一樣 ,不用問便知道對方要什麼。
排在第2 -不會很客易發脾氣。要懂得容忍你。外剛內柔。有自己的性格。
排在第3 - 內心是很可愛的一個人。你猜不到下一步他會做什麼。
排在第4 -很細心。你需要什麼他都有準備。不會因為很少的東西便找你。
排在第5 - 智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要講道理。

* 擔心 /緊張：其實真實的你是 ......
排在第1 - 一個很怕給別人看到自己是什麼樣的人。不喜歡自己性格的人。
排在第2 -孤獨的人。很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。不過很多時候都不知道怎樣跟別人溝通。
排在第3 -覺得朋友比天還重要的人。很珍惜身邊很多朋友。敢愛敢恨。不過不喜歡的人你就不會去管..
排在第4 -直接的人。很多時候因為這樣的性格跟別人不合。希望有多一點人可以了解你, 特別是你喜歡的人。
排在第5 -不是很清楚自己將來要什麼。不過就很幸運的走過半生。不會對很多東西有要求。最重要是可以開心過每一天!

that is my answer
quite accurate
how bout urs??

Did not work for 2day

2009-04-10T06:29:00.000-07:00

today no go to work also
but today really is no work
not me absent it

whole afternoon play pc at home
then my dad say bring me to mum office while
i just followed it
(because nothing to do at home)

before go mum's office
for sure i eat something - [[ apple yogurt ]]
(i like this brand n this favourite the most)

at car waiting for my daddy

actually went to mummy ofice also nothing to do

but just better than whole day sit in front of pc loh

too bored at there so i took some picture at surrounding

this is the office place my mum working

actually this is york office

it sells many air-cond at here

but i lazy to capture those air-cond

behing the office is my grandfather's old house

my 3 little cousin were there

so i went to see them

never see them for a long time le

but i vry scare of them cause they'r hyper naughty

i always get bully by them

3 of them like to beat n cubit people de

SCARY~~

(blue shirt: elder brother, pink shirt: 2nd sister,red shirt:youngest n naughties brother)

but between the 3 cousin

i like the elder the most

that is because the elder brother is the most handsome n polite between them

altough the youngest brother is quite cute

but...

he is vry vry hyper naughty

n i quite scare of him

he like to beat n cubit me de

last time CNY cubit me till hurt already

so i prefer the eldest brother

he is so cutez

but the sister cousin qute close to me

sorry, maybe i hv another 2 sister at home

so actually i prefer boy kid more than girl

but i also play with her and teach her writting

i was teaching my little cousin writting

after they back i feel quite boring

what can do except self- taking picture??

hehe~~

bout 6.30pm mummy bring me go fetch my youngest sister at school

while waiting her

i took some picture at car

quite like the sun

after that go home

although today is friday

but we din go out eat our dinner

(daddy not free)

after i bath at home

how i spent my day without working??

2009-04-09T20:25:00.000-07:00

yesterday actually need to work
but i feel got some uncomfortable so i take off for a day
and i realise that nowadays my life are bored

working=boring
no work=boring

really don't know what can i do??
my life now is full of working, YC with friends, wasting time~
some more Kuantan is a small town and there is no place to go
everyday go beach, mega, east coast only
why my life become so BORED????

yesterday din work so i decide go to friends house make a present for ZY
her birthday coming soon
i n yin go her house at 2pm
then we stay there n do our things untill 6pm
(because yin need to go home at 6pm)

6pm???
so early worrr..
then after that what i need to do at home
so i called yin fetch me go to beach
(becoz my friends house quite near with TC de)

i went there for alone
sitting at beach n watch the sea by alone
i like natural actually
i like to hear the sound of sea
i like to see the colour of sea n the sky
i enjoy sitting n watch the sea alone by doing nothing
so... i just sit there n watch the sea

actually i decide watch the sea from 6pm to 8pm
after that i decide to walk home
don't know why suddenly will thik that stupid idea
(u know the far distance between my house n beach!!??)
but lastly i refuse to do that
i called a friend come out with me
then we went to having dinner
actually i want go to crocodile rock again
but just went that day(scare boring of their food)
so i just having my dinner at stall over the beach there
for surely i order chicken chop to eat also
and she order for a plate fish n chips

the beach really vry nice especially for the blue sky

(i enjoy watching it)

my friend need to go home be4 8pm

i follow she go home because she will go to parede after that

parade is nearer to my home

so.. i folloe her car to go parade

she buy a new phone at parade

so jealous those rich people

just bought something easily n no nid think for so long

if me.. surely i'll think,think and think

iziit that really i need to use??

iziit that really worth to but??

NO CHOICE~

who call me POOR???

who call me NOT as rich as other??

at parade that time

receive msg from phaik san n jeff

they call me go YC at 9pm

i see to my watch

that time was 8.45pm

n the time is quite suitable for me to go out

so i make a call to Zi Teng ask him whether he is going or not

he told me that he will go about 9pm+

so he come parade to fetch me

we went to a restaurant behind SWING there

for sure we r not going to SWING

i never been there be4 because i want to be a good gal

(mummy say cannot go those place that's wy i don't go~ haha~~)

there are many people go yc

guyz: heng, onion, bung, wilson, ken, jeff, teng

galz: shin yee, hooi ee, phaik san, yan yee, zi shin n me

(1st time so many gal came out together)

we chat till almost 11pm

then zi shin decide go to singK

then some people follow

(that is the 1st time i sit zi shin's car)

but that day that Kbox just can 2 ppl per room

so at last we not successfull to sing

we took some picture on there then go home le~

phaik san(white shirt), zi shin((black shirt with long hair) , n me

(from left: Bung, onion, Zi Teng)

(I want to see 12round n knowing)

that is how a days i spent without working~~~

BORING~~~

dinner + TC wif Ai Ting

2009-04-08T07:13:00.000-07:00

2day don't know why suddenly hv a mood that want to have my dinner at crocodile rock
but some1 can't go
so i make a call to ai ting n ajak she go with me
she agree,so we 2 go there bout 8pm

today just both of us go only

that an qi still working

so we din date her 2gether

coz she surely can't attend de

an qi,dun jealous both of us ya

haha

(me & Ai Ting)

we order 2 set of chicken chop n a pizza

but how we know that we can't finish eat all the food
she vry waste food

just eat 1/4 chicken chop then don't want continue eat le

say vry full, if continue eat she will vomit

OMG!!! why u can so waste?

you don't feel sorry to the food??

compare the plate of food after we finish eat

(left is my plate & right is her plate)

really don't know why she can so waste??

n our pizza

both of us eat one piece per person

then feel vry full le

surely for that i'm feel sorry n i take away the pizza(as my supper)

the picture i capture when i take away

(really just eat 2 piece totally only)

Ai Ting suddenly call the waiter

Ai Ting: Excuse me,may i have some chili sourse

Waiter : The chili source at your table

Ai Ting: Not Not Not(then she point to the table)

Waiter : Ohh.. That's TABASCO, not chili source

Luckly there are no other friends with us

if not sure let other laugh

shamefull

(so now u know what the different between that??)

after that

we went to beach

today beach not many people only

maybe it is because weekdays today

today's the moon was very beautifull

surely me n Ai Ting take alot of picture in beach

that's our legs n our hands

why u so shy??

we take picture with different phone camera

so the colour was different

n OMG, why some picture we look like couple??

if really couple with her,

surely she untung so many arrR..

haha..

the last picture i took on beach

that was my slipper

just too bored then take picture

no other meaning de

bout 10pm

we went back

cause she hv 2nd round yc with her dance friends

so no choice

hv to back now

stupid me was smiling

(the picture capture by her phone camera)

(the picture capture by my phone camera)

which nicer??

surely is mine,isn't??

haha

2days working at indian temple

2009-04-08T02:56:00.000-07:00

07 april went to sgi jerik's indian temple for work
don't know wat's celebration for indian
so we went work for 2days
the wheather is so so hot
but conclusion also consider not bad lah
cause i knew some new friends there

3 digi promoter on the way to indian temple

there are so so so many indians

when we reach there
my head called us to hv a pray at the temple for respect
it's okie, we went to the temple
but some indians lady keep calling us give them money
n force us but the ribbon for pray
it's cost bout RM1 per piece
then we buy loh,also not expensive

my friend give her RM10 to buy the RM1 ribbon
but... she... she find RM7 back for my friend n called us give them to eat
WTF! not only my friend kena, i also give them cheat RM3
although thart is not much
but the problem is not money
is 不爽白白给他们'liok'

after this
i saw many indians don't even bother them when they talking
then i only realise that they bully our few promoter still young
can 'liok' our money

we working arrange by shift
my shift is 3pm to 8pm
so i went to my promoter van to have a sleep 1st
thewheather is vry vry hot there
luckly kuan got brought a mini fan
this was the mini fan that we using on the van

then bout 3pm i go back to my counter

i saw a clown making show there

as the clown u see anywhere

he can make ballon various type

so i called him make some ballon for me

puppy

2 puppy for you

y0~having digi road show

there are many indians digi's staff there

they make their perfomance on themselves

they singing ,dancing ,syok sendiri at the stage

the music are so so so noisy

the music make my ears so pain n suffer

but what can do?

there are a place for those indians n nnot for us

At night

i ask the clown make ballon for me again

he is so gud n make for me

n i also learn little bit technique from him

but just little bit lah

n i know some new friend there

Chris n Ezart

Chris is from Mexiko n Ezart from Turki

really nice to meet u both

flower

l0ve

me N kuan

chris with the LOVE

me with flower n love for you

i din ever eat something except for a plate of spicy noodles for whole day

if you really know me then u'll know that i an't eat spicy

so the whole day i just eat a little bit

can u imagine that how hungry am i??

actually there also got many stalls selling food

but..

there r so disgusting

unfortunately i forget to take photo

if not i can share those 'colourfull' food with u all

AND

that is the 1st time i sleep at van

because we working arranged by shift

n there working 24 hours non-stop

so we sleep at the promoter van

my shift is actually workking from 6am to 11am

but when i wake up i found there are 8am

maybe our head feel sympathise for us n din't woke us up

thx for so caring yazz

my sleeping place (the bag is my pillow also)

working for so long is time for say goodbye

surely i will take photo with my new friends

but sorry Ezart , i 4get to find u

really sorry yazz

me n chris
me n turay

i saw a hotlink car when i on the way back

so just capture the image of the car
hotlink car(can't caprure the 'H' word)

fianally i reach home le

today i vry hardworking

straight away post my blog when i finish bath

n capture my special gift
that is the gift from chris

he say that i'm the 1st friend he know at there

thx ya
friendship flower from chris
special umbrella from chris

actually many people ask for the special umbrella from chris

but he say NO NO NO

it's kept for me

thx so much yazz

i appreciate it so much

update n0w

2009-04-05T22:23:00.000-07:00

quite a long time i din update for my blog
about 1 week plus i think
1st, i want to explain that is not i lazy to update
that is because don't know my Internet Explorer happen wat problem
i can't sign in to my blog
so i din write those last week's thing

last week got many things to write actually
we went to mr.chan house(our add math teacher)
me,yin,kah2,pey sien go yc
then n many many
if got time i only replace it lah
haha(lazy)

then then then
the main point of writing this post is tell something
(especially for my sister's friend)
actually i write this blog totally is for my friend know bout my situation n my life
i don't understand that why there r so many 38 on this world
to my sister friend,
if u really found my blog
why u don't just keep quiet n read
why u want help me to promote
why u want told my sister bout that??
u think that i'll appreciate u to promote my blog to my sister??
DAMN!!!

actually i don't know who r the nincompoop that help me promote my blog to my sister
but actually i want to ask u
hv u any moral value
u think that it is a good thigs to share with any1
i don't think so
actually after i post this blog i sure that i'll receive some comment from my sister again
cause i guess that she know this link le

suan!
ntg to do le
really "THX" for you so much
DAMNN!!!

work at Jln Sgi Lembing

2009-03-25T23:37:00.000-07:00

coz of i can't outstation that day
so miss lam called me yesterday n told me that there are having an event at lembing there
is bout 6-9pm n ask me whether can do it or not
surely i will agree lah
i dy can't outstation wif them(salary fly)
today i must try my best to replace it
miss lam told me tat wait leaw at lee hong kee at 430pm

but how i know they wiill late

so i go eat cendo 1st

my cendo

n they reach bout 5pm+

so we start up our journey to go lembing there working

ah leaw driving

the weather is so nice

this is my dealer

all the premium

working place

tat day my sales not bad

i get 15 peice totally

so 15xRM3=RM45 totally

n my job was give baloon to all the child

all the yellow ballon

specially for shin yin tan

2009-03-24T21:58:00.000-07:00

tat day create a post for those my friends that had leaved kuantan
( jia jia , zyu wenn , siew ching & yi yun)
then suddenly a person blaming me that she had leaved kuantan for few years
but me not even mention a word bout her on my blog

ok loh
then i told her tat i'll create a post for her
then now specially create a post for you le
dun continue bu shuang arr..
(see, i treat you so good, you know?? )
haha..

shin yin tan??
actually i remember that last time u still at kuantan that time
our relation just okok only
not say very gud friend
just same tuition with you in chinese
that time u sit between me n yin
if i'm not wrong
we always fighting on chinese tuition de
n u vry like to cubit people one(vry vry pain arr)
so everytime backed from tuition my hand will injured(all blue black like tat)
really de~ haha

besides that
u'r impressed in my heart

1st, i remember that ur 睫毛 vry vry long de
even can touch to ur spec if i'm not wrong

2nd, u look like avril for me
especially when u'r back from england last time
i think that time i was in F3
still got picture to proved it
don't know why
u just gv me a feel tat u looks like avril
(don't be so proud, ok)

3rd,since u go to england
ur english improve improve n improved
sometimes when chatting will you
i don't know wat u speaking when chatting with you on msn
all blur blur blur
sometimes i dun understand n i feel shy to ask
then i will told u tat i gtg le
haha(but is last time lah)

erm
don't know wat else wanna to write for now
if i dapat fikir nanti i will add lah
haha

(c me so gud, write for you so long, so dai siak arr.. haha.. jkjk)

big event(DIGI) in kuantan

2009-03-24T03:38:00.000-07:00

today our digi got do a big event
actually i also don't know wat for they do for
really many many digi staff come kuantan today
almost 100+ staff i think
70 from KL n 30 from kuantan
(tat 70 people so pity,purposely came for this event)

magamall main hall

i arrived kuan house bout 830am
actually i don't understand why they like to call us gather so early
they only arrived bout 9am++ only
then we went to set up n went magamall for waiting they came from KL
while waiting... they dunno i taking picture

bout 10am+++ many people arrived
1st time, really the first time i saw so many digi staff gather together
all wearing yellow shirt
if look from far away
surely will you c a group of yellow man
(i think staff also more than those customer, coz today is tuesday)

there are so many staff

after most of the staff arrived

don't know who having a talk

(I think tat is digi boss from KL)

then got 2 group of dancer having performance(shuffle & break dance)

OhH SHIT!!!

they dance vry vry badly

it's ok~ nvm nvm nvm..

but
why they want Lyeng there!!??

dance till like shit but still want Lyeng there??

(i not really understand wat their mind thinking)

after those things

then they start to group up us

there have 8 team totally

n i was in the team6

OMG~

not even a person i know them

the other 3 of my friend so gud

work at same zone

then i start work with my team(bout 1pm++)

lucklly they also not bad

some got talk with me

my team leader treat us quite gud also

(at least she gv us bread n soya, the 3 of my friend din get it)

haha~~~

then i walk n work

untill 3pm, we return back to megamall

i feel very weird

our team start the work most late but why we came back so early

coz my friends all still working outside

so i alone at megamall(without any people i know it)

most of the staff surrounding me is from KL de

they speaking spaeking with their group

i feel myself like a fool that time

so i went to 3rd floor to find vieven

vieven was working at ANAKU

Vieven & me (she was vry shy)

at the mirror inside ANAKKU

self taking photo

bout 4pm+++ having a closing ceremony

the 2 goup of dancer performed again

but why both of them perform the same dance wif afternoon??

why they don't prepared another dance??

1st time i saw the dancer dancing the same dance

(same day,same event,same location some more)

then got ppl talk n talk again

but after that i hear some one calling my team6

Ooohh~~

my group get the 1st price

we succesfull called 26 person pop in to DIGI

it was miracle

our team started most late n end most fast

why we will get the 1st~

I love my group so much~

then it bonus give RM150

digi staff

digi promoter van

after that

the boss treat us go to MEXICA GARDEN eat

wow~~

he is so rich

eating(vry hungry)

MEXICA

after eat

lee choo went to fetch us back

before back

we go beach for a sit

digi mineral water

me & yew

all my self taking photo here

we went back bout 6pm

now posting this blog

later 9pm i will go mentakap 3days 2 night for work

so few days will not updating my blog

miss ya

(BUT LASTLY NOT SUCCESSFULL TO GO)

YC again(ai ting & an qi)

2009-03-23T07:58:00.000-07:00

went out with ai ting n an qi again
we go red cafe yc(actually is gossip)

on ai ting's car

RED CAFE

ai ting

an qi

our drink

drinking loh

on the way back le

but we vry fast back
10.35pm i already reach home le
n daddy blaming me now always play pc

YISH!!!!

w0rk + sushi time

2009-03-23T03:04:00.000-07:00

TODAY bout 11am kuan called me n remind me tat we hv to work on 1pm
OMG!!! i still not enough for sleep lah
yesterday slept bout 3am++
n saturday slept bout 4am++
i'm so sleepy arrr~~~

BUT

I be foreced to wake up also
no idea lah, who called me so poor
nid working earning for money(for my gf~haha~jkjk)
then i quickly prepared n wait for her
(my panda eye now look so obviously)

ON THE WAY
Kimboll

b4 we went to office
sure have to eat full lah
want to go the restorant near my house(dai dong fong)
but din opened
so we went to medan selera to eat lah

LUNCH TIME
nowadays so poor n i just effort to drink chinese tea only
my lunch
she's fetching me to work now

DAMN!!!
the worker called us reach bout 1pm
but themselve came late
while waiting them
i sit ON car n not forget to capture some picture lah
haha~~~
ON CAR
the monkey at her car
kuan is talking her phone
i am taking my picture

then we stared to clean up when they reach

actually i also don't understand what for they call our promoter to go

we also nothing to do there
this is my promoter van
yellow man there

after work we decide to go east coast mall

don't know who suddenly want to eat sushi

so i agree

we went to fetch An Qi & Lee Choo

fish is on car now
lee choo turn

SUSHI TIME FOR NOW
fish so LC(she don't borrow me her cup)

both of us
both of them
yummy~
let's see she pretending smile

all pink colur

meet her on east coast mall

ON THE WAY BACK

sun too bright till i can't c

my sozai look

dinner+ supper

2009-03-22T08:20:00.000-07:00

went to dinner just now
vry vry full for now

did u c the boy sleeping at the restorant?

it's so cute

then after that ai ting call me n date me go out eat with her

so we go to KFC

she's eating her KFC

at KFC waiting her too free then capture pictrue

Visit yiyun with zhen ying

2009-03-22T03:23:00.000-07:00

last time dy promise yi yun that will visit her on sunday
haha~ so i'll keep out our promise
so today went to visit her

before visit her capture photo in my room
(while waiting zhen ying fetch me go her house)

kai xin's bf fetch us go there
thx so much yazz kai xin
if not later i'll let other say me put her aeroplane le

on the way to go
zhen ying can't recognize the road so we go wrong way
but finally finally finally we also get correct way to go

we reach there bout 2pm le
this thing is bring to yi yun de
2 bucket of water

wat are they trying to do??

we go back bout 3pm
bye bye yi yun
don't miss me too much yazz
(although i know that u surely will miss me de)

on the way back loh
but at first wrong way also
haha

zhen ying wearing my spec terbalik

then i follow her wear terbalik
haha

on car on car loh

then kai xin fetch me to zhen ying house
this is her room
she say that her room was very messy
but actually i don't think so(maybe she din see my room b4)

self taking picture on her room yazz

alarm clock(the light will change colour,vry nice)

this mirror is so special(just for me, coz i'm came out from kpg de)

apple light

her photo

dragon

1 cap wear another cap?

3 smal wine

her hamster

after that

we went to pasar eat together

she's talking phone with yi yun

(yi yun too miss us so call us~ haha)

i'm waiting

this is the car she fetch me

wira (CAW 5025)

zhen ting fetching me go home

this is how i passed for today~

now reach home le

want go out dinner with family again

hehe

very FULL for now

2009-03-21T09:39:00.000-07:00

just finnish my supper with ai ting
very very full for now
so late still eating surely will be vry fat de(ai ting's fault)
let me explain the happening

she that people telephone me n told me that will fetch me on 10pm
but i wait ,wait n waiting
untill 10.45 i called back her
she told me that time only fetch her friend back
OMG!!! then why u date me at 10pm ??
finally she came fetch me about 11pm
but she is not directly go yc
she nid to go an ji house make some registereation
then i continue wait again

she is making her things

finally she had done
but there almost 12am le
so i only start my supper on 12plus
so late stil eating chicken chop surely will be vry fat de

I DON'T WANT BE FAT ARRR!!!!!

Boring

2009-03-21T06:01:00.000-07:00

too free nothing to do(my blog)

dinner time

today is saturday so is my off day also
it's so boring that stay at home for whole day

2pm+ only wake(coz yesterday work too tired)
start from 3pm, sit infront my pc untill now

watching some movie
writing blog
hearing song
editing blog

one day passed with meaningless

it's so boring n boring

my current work ( digi promoter )

2009-03-21T00:36:00.000-07:00

this is the place that i worked

i was promoting my digi product

inside promoter van eating

inside promoter van(on the way outstation)

started from middle of february

i worked as a digi promoter

i love this work so much n it's bacause:

this work dinn't worked at a constant place(i worked as road show,run everywhere)
i worked together with my best friend(yew n kuan)
this work like travel(alwasy outstation n stayed outside)
the salary offered quite high(800 for basic n comisen++++)
working time very short, mon to fri 9am to 6pm (other time counted as OT)

this post is roughly to introduce my work

interesting photo n detail will post on the next post

my work ( 2007/ 08 )

2009-03-20T23:53:00.000-07:00

the cloth i wear to work

fitting room

i started worked since 2007 holiday

the 1st work i did was in megamall parkson

although the salary quite low( RM3 perhour )
but worked at there also quite happy

i remember last time many of my friends also working together

including bung, kai lee, voon mei, wei luo, pik chui etc..

the picture was taken in my house n the fitting room of parkson

that time was raining

stupid photo

faber castell best promoter

mydin

that was the 2nd work i did

work in mydin with jia jia

i working as faber castell promoter

that work quite relax n the salary also quite high(get almost thousand)

n jia jia alwasy date me to curi tulang,

she's really not a good worker (joking)

to my friends

2009-03-20T11:02:00.000-07:00

don't know why suddenly got mood to blogger again
this time can maintain how long?
i don't know n dare not to guess it
because,
as i know i'm not a patient person
iwill do it when i was in good mood only

this post just created for my friends that have leave kuantan

To:JIA

although u already leave M'sia about 1 month
but i still feel that we r still together
together work, together tuition, together gossip,together say organised programe etc..
u'r really perfect actor(pretend as a gud character)
i still remember that you was so qiute when i saw you for the 1st time on tuition
u not even talk 10 sentences with me although you sit beside me on tuition(using the bad alasan that tuition need to be qiute,dun say u just pretend~haha)
but we know each other more well when i was started to join student reporter
i will remember that ur attitude in the gang of student reporter
u'r totally different character when u joined with those student reporter(coz all ur bad attitude came out)
after the combination of GN
our relation became more close n i started to join ur school gang
u still the same 38 as i know~ haha
but u'r really a gud friend n i nid to say i'm really miss you this friend so much
waiting u come back to M'sia soon
miss yazz

TO:ZYU WENN

just reopen school on sunway college?
how's your friends there? izit as good as me? haha
we started became close since the combination of GN also(GN make me alot of friends)
last last time, we just sometimes will forward msg like tat only
but now, although not the best friend ,
but i believe also can counted as good friend, izit?
erm.. also nothing much need to tell you lah,
coz now we still continue contact mar,
just wish u all the best at KL n take gud care of yourself there
all the best to you

TO: SIEW CHING

haha~ surprise that i'm also write something to you ?
don't be surprise, coz u also one of the best friend of me
how's ur life at Singapore there?
u live alone at there must learn to independent n be carefull all the time
how ur study in ur college? everthing still under your controlling ?
i hope that there are~
as i know ur college there got some handsome guy izit?
if that are true, friend, don't be so sellfish,
introduce some for me yazz~haha
when come back Kuantan find us go yc yazz
waiting ur good news

TO:YI YUN

u just leave gor 3 months onlt lah(for PLKN)
when u come back that time surely bacame dark dy~haha
but nvm lah, u so fair, while will turn back to fair
erm.. nothing much to say
please take care of yourself then it's very enough le~

Jia En

SORRY

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update~

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Did not work for 2day

how i spent my day without working??

dinner + TC wif Ai Ting

2days working at indian temple

update n0w

work at Jln Sgi Lembing

specially for shin yin tan

big event(DIGI) in kuantan

YC again(ai ting & an qi)

w0rk + sushi time

dinner+ supper

Visit yiyun with zhen ying

very FULL for now

Boring

my current work ( digi promoter )

my work ( 2007/ 08 )

to my friends

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